You tricked your way
Inside my fortress
You pushed on in
I gave up resisting
You lead me on
And kept me hoping
You played with me
And left me wanting
A seed of disquiet
A seed of disquiet blooms
A seed of disquiet blooms in two
A seed of disquiet blooms into despair
I learned from you
To not be trusting
You taught me well
I again am guarded
You’ve left your mark
A scar; not faded
At first; enthralled
I now am jaded
A seed of disquiet
A seed of disquiet blooms
A seed of disquiet blooms in two
A seed of disquiet blooms into revenge
I tell your secrets
Wrecking your future
Laughing behind your back
You can’t escape me
I turned the tables
I hold the power now
You thought you’d won
Using my weakness
Rather, you bloomed in me
A strength unfettered
Touch me like you used to
Smile at me like you used to
Laugh with me like you used to
Ache for e like you used to
I miss you
I miss who we used to be
I miss you
I miss who we used to be
Hold me like you used to
Sing to me like you used to
Long for me like you used to
Wait for me like you used to
I miss you
I miss who we used to be
I miss you
I miss who we used to be
When did it change
When did things go wrong
When did it change, change, change
Need me like you used to
Choose me, like I want you to
I know I shouldn't stop myself
From loving you
Because I’m scared of losing you
You’re more than I thought I’d ever have
You’ve made me feel more than I knew I could feel
You’ve shown me that I’m not alone in this world
You’ve made me know what it’s like to want to give
I know I shouldn’t stop myself
From loving you
(From loving you)
I know I shouldn’t stop myself
From loving you
Because I’m scared of losing you
You mean more to me than anything else
I’ve learned from you that I don’t want to do this myself
I was once one who did everything on my own
And now I fear that one day you’ll leave me all alone
I know I shouldn’t stop myself
From loving you
(From loving you)
I know I shouldn’t stop myself
From loving you
Because I’m scared of losing you
You’re the light
To my darkness
You soften my sharp edge
You’re the strength
To my weakness
And I see
Everything you are
Everything you aren’t
Everything that I have
I know I shouldn’t stop myself
From loving you
I know I shouldn’t stop myself
From loving you
(I’m just so scared of losing you)
Your skin on my skin
Your wrist on my wrist
And the space in between
Your breath on my ear
Your lips on my neck
And the space in between
Your hands on my hips
You pull me to you
And the space in between
Your eyes, are on me
Your beard; on my thighs
There’s no space in between
You surround me
Press against me
Sink into me
I lose myself in you
There’s no space in between
Think what you want
Think what you want
You know much better than me
Do what you like
You do what you like
Don’t let me stand in your way
Though roses smell sweet they have thorns
You left me bleeding; you left me torn
The focus is you
It’s always you
You’re blinded to everything else
You’re priority one
Your priorities won
As long as it matters to you…
Though roses smell sweet they have thorns
You left me bleeding; you left me torn
Though I see through you, I’m marred
Though I’ve escaped you, I am scarred
I am scarred by your thorns
I have learned to not trust roses’ sweetness
Guard my heart; it’s the only way to not bleed
Though roses smell sweet they have thorns
You left me bleeding, you left me torn
What I thought you were, I now mourn
You’re too self centered to note my scorn
(Oh you selfish asshole)
You don't know me now
I am not the same
I was lost back then
I am glad I've changed
I was so naive
I was full of envy
I was blinded by faith
I was in my own way
I thought I'd found truth
But I was fooled
I know I hurt you
Please forgive me
Who I was then
I deeply regret
I ask of you
Please forgive me
Have you changed as well
Or are you still the same
What would we be now
If we met today
Would we see eye to eye
Would your thoughts light my mind
Would your laugh make me smile
Would your tears make me cry
I thought I'd found truth
But I was fooled
I know I hurt you
Please forgive me
Who I was then
I deeply regret
I ask of you
Please forgive me
I can't change the past
I can't get back what I have lost
I now see my folly
Note my error
Feel everything that it cost
I thought I'd found truth
But I was fooled
I know I hurt you
Please forgive me
Who I was then
I deeply regret
I ask of you
Please forgive me
Harmonize with me
Sing your worries gone
Harmonize with me
Sing your worries away
Know you’re not alone
Feel me here with you
This burden is not yours to own
Let me help take it away
Tomorrow brings a new day
Tomorrow brings a new day
Tomorrow brings a new day, a new day
Hurt that fights against breath
Pain piercing sharp, like an arrow
Lay down your weary heart
Sleep; a respite from the sorrow
The shadows are long and they’re weak
The sky will soon fade to darkness
Wait for the sunrise
View tomorrow through new eyes
Tomorrow brings a new day
Tomorrow brings a new day
Tomorrow brings a new day, a new day
It won’t last
It will pass
Just wait
It’s all, now
But it won’t always be
Please wait
